I sat in front of the nursing desk on the ward. I reviewed the patient census and looked at staffing for the night shift. With the recent addition of three crew members in the ICU with malaria, staffing was going to be tight. As I allocated patients for night duty, a new nurse, with a European accent, asked for my assistance in determining an IV drip rate manually, being from a first world country, she was not used to counting IV drip rates, in her hometown, a machine normally did the counting. After setting up the IV, I snatched a precious black baby off the ward floor and smothered the baby with kisses. Although I could not communicate with the baby’s mom, she gave me an affirming look as I used charades to ask permission to take the baby down the hall with me. I carried the baby in my arms toward the pharmacy. It was after hours and as charge nurse, I held the keys to the pharmacy. As I was retrieving the med one of the ward nurses had asked for, my pager beeped. It was the security guard from the gangway calling; a patient was outside the ship needing help. 
     On my way to the gangway, I delivered the med I had retrieved to the ward and I found a translator to accompany me to the gangway. Outside the ship, near the gangway, I found a shy, African woman, with fabric wrapped around her head and neck; she timidly curtsied as I approached. With my translator’s assistance, I learned the woman had traveled two days to seek help from the ship. When I asked the woman what troubled her, she cautiously pulled back the brightly colored fabric that covered her neck. The mass she had hidden under her scarf was at least the size of a grapefruit, she definitely needed help. I arranged lodging for the woman and gave her an appointment card to return to the ship the next day. My heart was heavy as I spoke with her, I knew our surgery schedule was almost full, I did not know if we would actually be able to help her. With the woman’s permission, I took her hands in mine and prayed God’s will be done in the situation. I returned to the ward, ordered patient meals for the next day, printed out the night nurses’ patient assignments, kissed a few more babies, fetched supplies, sorted out translator needs, and ended my evening charge nurse shift.
     I love my job and the volunteer work I do with Mercy Ships, www.mercyships.org, the faith-based, charitable, non-governmental organization/hospital ship that travels the world bringing hope and healing by offering FREE world-class health care to the world’s forgotten poor/ my home for the past 17 months. My time in Africa, aboard the ship, has been absolutely amazing. In Jesus’ name, it is my pleasure and joy to live in close quarters, in a foreign country, working for free, away from the comforts of home. I absolutely love being involved in medical missions and I am truly living out my childhood dream. At the same time, the work I do is intense, demanding, and strenuous. I love what I do so much; it is time for a change and I am journeying to South America.
     I know many of you are probably confused and wondering why I would be leaving Africa if I love it so much. Honestly, this past year was very emotionally, mentally, and spiritually taxing for me. But, I know, without a doubt, that God has called me to more years of medical mission work and to fulfill that call, I need some more spiritual renewal and training. I must fill up before my tank is empty, so that I can give back more in the future. Therefore, I will be taking the next 5 months to refuel-train in Santa Cruz, Bolivia with a group called Youth With A Mission (YWAM), www.ywam.org the very organization that actually birthed Mercy Ships. The mission of YWAM is to “know God and make him known.” I have enrolled in YWAM’s “Discipleship Training School.” I will spend the majority of my 5 months with YWAM in a classroom setting studying topics such as the character of God, forgiveness, restoration, hearing the voice of God, missions, service, and the Holy Spirit. There are over 150 YWAM centers-bases around the world where one can receive Biblical training, but each base also has a specific ministry-service area or focus. Bolivia is one of the few YWAM bases with a medical ministry. YWAM Bolivia has a medical van that travels around providing care to street kids. During evenings and weekends, I hope to be involved with this ministry as well as working with other youth that have been rescued from the streets, the life of drugs and addiction, or trafficking. 
     I am excited about this next chapter in my life. I know many of you may be wondering why I don’t just step-back and return to the USA for a break. Great question, I have no intellectual answer for you, except, that is not where God is leading me. God is the master designer of our lives. I believe he is weaving together a beautiful tapestry out of your life and mine. Sometimes he uses the same color for a long time, other times; he intertwines little splotches of color, life chapters here and there, into the design. I trust he knows what he is doing. Kansas-Idaho-Canada-New Hampshire-Africa-Bolivia… I am okay with that! 
     I would appreciate your continued thoughts and prayers as I head to Bolivia. There are a number of ways you can pray for me:
1. Pray for my health- Considering I will now be living on land & off the ship, I will be exposed to many more tropical infections that my body is not immune to.
2. Pray for my safety- I will be flying, driving, walking, traveling, not always in the safest territory, and it goes without saying, I need the Lord’s protection.
3. Pray for my YWAM team - Pray for our unity, strength, faith, & energy as we serve.
4. Pray for cultural adjustments- I will be continuing to learn Spanish. Pray for my relationships as a single woman, as I attempt to build friendships with the Bolivians and my team. 
5. Pray for my future direction- My 5 months with YWAM will go quickly. What’s next…Do I return to the ship? Enroll in a tropical nursing course to gain more understanding of the illnesses I encounter? Do I apply to a land-based mission hospital? 
In His Service,
Laura Ziulkowski
2 comments:
Laura--
I was so glad to read the details of your update. I feel so honored to know someone serving the poor as you do. Thank you for following God's call on your life; you are a testament of obedience to me. If there is any way that Jared and I can help you, please let us know.
Love you!
thinking of you as you prepare to start a new chapter in the adventure God is leading you on... keep me up to date with what you end up doing, all right? :)
So far so good here on the ship--had a meeting with some Togolese docs recently who have been doing research with VVF ladies, and they gave us a list of 31 names... so encouraged. Still have two months before surgery starts so I am glad for the time to get ready etc.
Will be doing the charge nurse and ward nurse thing for two months before then... although I am trying to set boundaries, it's not working very well so far as you can see. :) Anyway just saying hi and letting you know I'm thinking of you!
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