a current description of God's work in and through the life of my husband and me while serving HIM wherever HE leads...
Friday, September 12, 2025
Thursday, September 11, 2025
Wide Awake & the Song of the Zebu/Cebu
There have been MANY technical difficulties and I am NOT a tech gal.. Praying this posts to share what God's up to here.
August 29th
We landed, phew! Only one more flight to go! Four out of five flights were complete! Dustin and I were in AFRICA! I was more than ready to get to the ship. Dustin was more relieved to be off of planes for a few hours and thankful Mercy Ships was providing us with a hotel on the layover and we would not be spending 24 hours in the airport. Camping is one of our favorite pastimes, but not “airport camping.” Which we had the pleasure of doing in the Seychelle Islands for 8 hours on our layover when we were refused entry into the country; even though we had already paid for and had multiple email and Whatsapp notifications of approved visas. The water looked pristine in its aqua colors, but only observed by us during landing and takeoff. Oh, well. God must have had some reason he wanted us to “airport camp” for that layover.
I was prepared to be smacked in the face with overwhelming heat and humidity upon landing in Antananarivo, Madagascar. Just as I experienced landing in Monrovia, Liberia in 2008, the heat in that country felt like it had physical hands and oppressed me for my entire 8 month stay there. What a refreshing relief for my body to be met with a lovely breeze and cool air. Madagascar, being situated in the Indian Ocean, below the equator, means I have landed during their “spring” season and we are heading into summer. I am assured the heat will come, but for today, I am thankful for cooler weather.
We made our way to the hotel Mercy Ships provided for us on the 24 hour layover before catching our 5th and final flight to the ship. Our driver zipped and weaved the very familiar, white, Mercy Ship’s Land Rover around corners, potholes, and people. We arrived at our lovely hotel and were given an allotment of money for meals in the hotel restaurant. Dustin and I lugged the luggage that had arrived --one bag was missing in action--into our hotel room, and ventured to the restaurant for a “real meal” versus the airplane food we had eaten for almost three days. Please note we were not ungrateful for the food we had on the airplane, when many in the world do not have food, just extra thankful to sit at a table to eat a meal.
We perused the menu and I did my best to decipher the options. There was a mix between English and French words in the menu. Potentially a few Malagasy words mixed in, but I am not certain. We could have octopus ceviche and pickles, seafood pot pie, crispy goat cheese with cashew nuts, honey, and thyme sauce, roasted bone marrow with fleur de sel and grilled bread, the fish of the day, and a variety of other dishes. We turned the page and Dustin’s face lit up to find the page with pizza options. There was pizza with duck, seafood pizza, margherita pizza, options for pork or chicken ham. I laughed wondering what the heck chicken ham was. I don’t laugh out of disrespect; I just love the uniqueness of the world and seeing new things. Not so sure, this picky Kansas/Idaho girl likes to “taste” new things, but I am entertained with new things. There was an option for pickles on the pizza and then I giggled with glee to see Zebu as an option on the menu. Dustin settled for the meat pizza, without the zebu or duck, and asked to hold the pickles. I settled for the margherita pizza, keeping it safe with cheese and tomato sauce.
I settled into bed extremely early and was thrilled to be comfortable with the temperature in the hotel room. I was not going to need to pull out some of my “missionary” tips and tricks to deal with the heat to finally be able to fall asleep. I know the fastest way to beat jet leg is to stay awake until a “reasonable” bed time in the country you have landed in, to adjust to the time zone changes quicker, but I did not care. I needed bed!
At 3:30am, I was wide awake and my mind was singing loudly, “Cebu! (Cebu!) Cebu! (Cebu!) Achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo, moo moo!” Thanks Joel Stark, my youth pastor, when I was younger, for introducing us to “Veggie Tales” and therefore, the “Song of the Cebu”. The song came out in 1998 and here I am in 2025, singing it at 3:30am! So, what else would I do now at 4:00am in Madagascar, but use the hotel’s Wi-Fi to Google if a Zebu and a Cebu are the same thing. They sure are! A Zebu is a type of cow with a fatty hump found in Africa and Asia. I giggled again.
Dustin had stayed up much longer than I had and was snoring away next to me. It was surreal to be back in Africa and not sweating to death! I thought of our lovely dinner and grabbed my leftover cheese pizza from across the room. Dustin stirred next to me wondering what I was doing. I was wide awake and stood up on the bed singing the Cebu song and ate some leftover pizza! I smiled ear to ear. I was excited to be on this new adventure and with my best friend, husband.
Monday, September 1, 2025
Wednesday, August 27, 2025
“Today is the day,” a dear friend of mine texted me early in the morning on August 27th. I texted her back and said, “Thank you! Thank you for praying! I don’t feel like going to Africa today.” She texted back, “That’s the best quote ever!”
I moaned. I wasn’t joking. It was daunting, exciting, terrifying, and terrific, all at the same time. I was REALLY in the car, on my way to the Boise, Idaho airport headed back to volunteer as a nurse with Mercy Ships. I was on my way to the Africa Mercy, the very ship I had lived on previously for 5 years. I was headed to the country of Madagascar!
I reflected on the fact that I was not 26 years old anymore, the age I was when I first ventured to Mercy Ships and served eight months in Monrovia, Liberia to “test” out the waters as a missionary nurse, before I sold everything I owned in New Hampshire and volunteered with Mercy Ships for five years. Things felt different. I am only 12 years older than when I was last in Africa, but for some reason my body does not tolerate trips around the world as much anymore.
I was dreading the four days of travel ahead:
A two and half hour drive from Twin Falls, Idaho to the Boise airport…
Boise to Seattle, a one hour flight.
A five hour layover in Seattle…
Seattle to Dubai in the United Arab Emirates, a 14 hour 40 minute flight... My mind wanted to panic at the thought of being trapped on an airplane that long. The longest I’d ever been on one plane before was a 15-16 hour flight to Australia.
An eight hour layover in Dubai…My mind replayed too many negative cultural stereotypes about terrible things that could happen in that country, out of its proximity to “hot zones” in the world.
Dubai to the Seychelle Islands, a four hour and 35 minute flight…
An eight hour layover in the Seychelles.
Seychelle Islands to Antanarivo, the capital of Madagascar, a two hour and 45 minute flight..
A 24 hour layover in Antanarivo…
The last hour flight to Tamatave, Madagascar…
Then the FINAL 20 minute drive to the Indian Ocean where the ship is ported…
It was exhausting thinking about it.
I remembered how disoriented and sick I felt just traveling 24-36 hours between Liberia and the USA in 2008; Benin and the USA in 2009; Boliva/Chile in 2010 and the USA; London, England and the USA in 2010; Sierra Leone and the USA in 2011; Togo and the USA in 2012; Guinea and the USA in 2013; and finally the Republic of the Congo and the USA in 2013. Yet, at the same time, I was SO thankful for how LONG it took me to get “home” as it helped me somehow process a small portion of ALL I had seen and been through, versus my friends who landed in Europe after the 8-9 hour flights from Africa and had an hour train ride and they were home. But, how in the world, was I going to tolerate the trip ahead?
My parents graciously listened to me expressing my cacophony of emotions. I thanked them for not being cheeky and saying, “Well, you don’t have to go to Africa today; you won’t be there for 3 days anyway!”
I have always loved to travel and enjoyed every travel experience I have been gifted to have. Well, once I get there and my experiences with anxiety don’t get the better of me and after I complete the overwhelming job of packing. I am not a fan of packing. My soul was conflicted and disgusted with myself noting I couldn’t decide which pair of shoes to pack. “Geesh, Laura, I thought to myself,” remember those people you know by name in Africa, that don’t even own one pair of shoes.”
“Should I bring my orange, pink, teal, yellow, and black glasses frames? Oh, maybe the purple, too,” I contemplated. “What the heck is your problem, Laura?” I said to myself. “Remember all the patients you cared for that have never had access to one eye doctor, or were once blind and now see because of groups like Mercy Ships?”
I tried on different skirts and shorts that were long enough for cultural sensitive standards where my “KNEE-ipples or KNEE-eavage” wasn’t going to show, pronounced just like nipples or cleavage, but replacing the “n” with the word “knee”. The term we coined when in Africa years ago, noting sensitive areas of the body differ per culture. Breasts supply nutrition, so it was not uncommon to see topless women in the market, or town. Yet, the knees were sensitive areas and not to be shown. I was frustrated that I have gained weight, thanks perimenopause, and a number of my clothing items don’t fit anymore. Yet, then I was reminded, what a gift it is to have clothing and more than one item of clothing to choose from. And to have food, in abundance. Then I was mad at myself and my entitled country for the diseases we have that are caused by obesity, yet at the same time discouraged at the despair and suffering many have related to diseases of poverty, starvation, and lack of access to clean water. No wonder I was already exhausted before starting the epic journey across the world to Madagascar. I already had whiplash, just trying to pack four suitcases.
My friends had asked, “Are you ready, are you excited for your trip?” I felt a little numb, it’s been hard to even formulate what emotions I was feeling or am feeling. It was “different” this time. Serving as a missionary nurse was all my heart beat for in the past. I felt incomplete if I was not in Africa. God had to heal me, take me deeper, and redefine my identity in Him, when I had left Africa and it appeared I would never go back. I have honestly been content, comfortable, and no longer pined for Africa. I was happily married, had fulfillment in my nursing jobs, and had found a place to serve God in my church. I didn’t NEED to go to Africa. Yet, God had opened the doors to take my sweet husband, Dustin, and me there. We were willing. We felt God was calling us to go. I don’t ever want to step where God has not directed. I don’t ever want to be content and, too, comfortable. So, sometimes that means going where you may not “want to” on a certain day or time. Yet, with God’s loving care and providential hand, he took us the extra LONG way to Africa. Those 3 days of travel before landing at our first location in Africa, sure gave me a different perspective. I may not have wanted to go to Africa on August 27th, but by August 30th when we landed in Africa I was sure READY to be there.
Tuesday, April 4, 2023
The Beginning in the Middle
The Beginning
in the Middle
It is hard to decide when
my story actually began and considering, I have just celebrated my 41st birthday;
I know my story did not just begin. I have contemplated and pondered writing my
story for many years. Friends and family have encouraged me to write a book. I do not know if what I am writing will turn
into a book, or how much I will write, but we are starting from where I am
today. It is almost exactly 15 years since
I stepped onto the warm soil of the African continent to serve with Mercy Ships,
in Monrovia, Liberia. I have walked many miles in the past week; miles down
memory lane. I have let myself relive sights, sounds, passions, pleasures, and
pain, from some of the best years of my life in Africa, onboard the Africa
Mercy, working for free and paying to work as a volunteer nurse.
I believe God is a good
God and working all things together for me because I love him” (Romans 8:28)
and I am fully aware in my heart I plan my course, but the Lord directs my
steps (Proverbs 16:9). So it is hard to pinpoint where my “story” actually
starts. God is the author and my story has had some great plot twists. But, to
not get stuck on technicalities and in the interest of time, I will quit trying
to determine when my story started and just start the beginning in the middle.
June 24, 201
Email file from 1156 hrs
JoJo and Ashley,
Hello! Great to hear from you! Thanks
for your interest in Mercy Ships and for thinking about featuring a number of
us TWU nursing grads in an article. Awesome! So sorry for my delay in writing
responses to your questions... I will do my best to answer the questions you
asked- without writing a book. J I will also throw in a few details you
may care to know or not know…J I may have trouble getting the exact
type of photo you requested because I am currently off the ship-working at a
mission hospital in the bush- and will be here for the next 2 months- until I
return to the ship again in August. I can send you a few of the best photos I
have- hopefully one of them works. Sorry, most of them have patients in them-
because I don’t often pose for photos by myself.
1. What made you decide to serve with Mercy Ships?
I don’t even recall how I first learned of Mercy Ships- but I first
applied to work with Mercy Ships in 2008. But my call to missions started when
I was about 10 years old. I was listening to some missionaries speak at church-
I heard their accounts of interactions with people in foreign lands, I saw
photo after photo of the needy, hurting, poor, desolate, and broken. I heard tales of
how God had transformed the lives of people in remote tribal villages. I heard
the missionaries speak about the rustic environment they lived in, where there
was no running water, no air conditioner, bugs so big they had lips, no cars,
extremely hot weather, and no hospitals, or official roads. As the missionaries
showed more photos from their time overseas, a song played over the church
sound system. The lyrics to the song described the life of a Christian who was
comfortable with his current life situation; he didn’t want to leave his home
and his life of luxury. In the song the man begged God to let him stay where he
was. Over and over he said, “Please don’t send me to Africa… I don’t have what
it takes; I don’t care much for gorillas or snakes… Please don’t send me to
Africa where the natives are restless at night…” The words of that song echoed
loudly in my mind, I couldn’t put my finger on it exactly, but that song did
something to me. I contemplated, how horrible it was to have to do things I
didn’t want to do. I thought. “I hate being told what to do; I don’t want to be
like the man from that song. So I flippantly said, “God, you won’t make me go
to Africa…I don’t want to be like the man in the song, I will be willing to
go.” I thought I would be smarter than God….:) But that is when God started
moving in my heart to go overseas.
Throughout
the years, I heard many missionaries speak; saw their pictures and slideshows.
I browsed through their information booths with intrigue. My family hosted
missionary families for weekends in our home. The concept of missions was
always in my face, but I didn’t mind it at all, there was actually a tender
place in my heart toward missions. Every time the topic of missions arose in
conversation, I would perk up and remember the “Africa song” I heard years
before and I thought about the flippant commitment I had made to go to the
foreign mission field. Somehow that glib commitment I had made earlier was turning
into a real commitment, one I was developing a growing passion for.
Soon my greatest fear was
what if God asked me to stay- to stay in Canada or America…and he didn’t let me
go overseas…I surrendered my life to God either way. I enrolled in nursing-
knowing that even if foreign countries wouldn’t let “missionaries” in-they
would almost always let health care workers in…I thought in that manner- I
could be a nurse- missionary-under-cover- taking care of the physical, mental,
emotional, and spiritual needs of my patients…After graduating from TWU in 2005
I started seeking out mission organizations that were looking for nurses. I
happened upon Mercy Ships and was very attracted to the organization because
they required a minimum of two year experience as a nurse, so I didn’t have to
stay in North America too long- I could go overseas very soon. Mercy Ships’
motto is “following the 2000 year old model of Jesus Christ, to bring hope and
healing to the world’s forgotten poor” echoed my heart’s desire and passion; to
provide holistic medical care- and offer eternal hope at the same time. In
2008, I was accepted to serve for 8 months with Mercy Ships (my test period to
see if I loved the work or not)..I love it! I am now in my 5th year of
service with Mercy Ships! (Random info if you want to know more… I served with
Mercy Ships in Liberia 2008 as a ward nurse, Benin 2009 as a Charge Nurse &
Team Leader-Nurse Manager for VVF (Vesico-Vaginal Fistula Patients), then took
a break in 2010 to study tropical diseases in London, England, and joined back
up with the ship in Sierra Leone 2011 as Orthopedic, Plastic Surgery Nurse
Manager/Team Leader, Assistant Ward Supervisor& interim Ward Supervisor. In
Togo 2012 I was a Ward Nurse Clinical Educator & Assistant Screening
Coordinator-Triage Nurse. I served on land as the Advance Medical/Hospital Liaison
spring/summer 2012. In Guinea 2012-2013 I took the role of Screening
Coordinator- Head Triage Nurse- this is the position I remain in… We are next
headed to Congo- Brazzaville!)
2. Why is the work you're doing
significant to you? The work I am doing is significant to me because I get to see
lives changed daily, not only physically, but eternally, and that is what
really matters. Mercy Ships provides the perfect platform to deliver tangible
hope and share eternal hope at the same time- to those who would be interested.
We don’t take advantage of the vulnerable state of our patients- but it is so
awesome to be able to tell my patients I am there- working for free &
paying to work- because there is a God who loves them and has not forgotten
them. And there is nothing like seeing the mama of a cleft lip baby- smile and
kiss her baby when he returns from the OR- knowing she has been given life
back- she will be able to return to her village- showing her baby wasn’t
actually cursed..Or seeing a patient that had a football sized facial tumor
removed look in the mirror for the first time…
3. How has
this experience impacted you? This experience has changed my life! I am happily,
forever ruined for the normal. I don’t know how I would ever return to North
America to nurse again. There is something so amazing about working with nurses
from over 36 different countries, hanging our IV bags by magnets on the
ceiling, asking the German nurse on shift with you to confirm the medicine you
are giving because the label is only in German because that is where the meds
were donated from. Where else can you tie a baby on your back during your shift
with African colored cloth and carry on with your work of taking vital signs
and doing assessments. We put stickers and scripture verses on each other’s
report sheets, dance and sing with our patients, sometimes have to use 5 people
to translate one message to our patients, and make our own enema bags when none
our available. I don’t plan on leaving mission nursing any time soon.
4. What is one
life lesson you find yourself learning? After a few short weeks aboard the
ship- I learned or was reminded once again- that God is the true author and
giver of life and death. Although the ship delivers first-world medicine in
impoverished areas and we have the great benefits of a lab, x-ray, CT Scan, 6
operating rooms, a well supplied pharmacy, excellent surgeons and doctors from
around the world, we don’t have all the tests, equipment, and accessibility to
ALL the materials and interventions we have in North America…I found myself-
saying-, “if only we had this…if only we could call this doctor…or we could give
this medicine for weeks”… thinking we could save more people….but in reality-
in North America- we are no more in control of life and death than anywhere
else in the world- we just fool ourselves into thinking we are because we can
prolong life longer- or try 5 different medications, or change treatment
régimes, we don’t run out of options fast…all our efforts make us “feel”
better- like we are doing something…and we are- but overall- I have been
learning over and over- that we do the best we can- love fully- use all the
medical knowledge we have- but the Lord gives and the Lord takes away- & I
praise his name.
5. Any advice
for current nursing students or recent grads? To all current TWU nursing
students- Keep up the great work! Push through those long hours of lab and
classes! The opportunities of where your nursing can take you are endless! Once
you become a nurse- you can go anywhere and do anything- even if you don’t
speak the local languages- it doesn’t matter- you are nurse- and the love &
care you can give- will break all language barriers world-wide! Dream big! And
go get your dreams!
God Bless,
Laura Ziulkowski
RN BSN
And that’s the
beginning from the middle…
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Pray for Brazzaville Screening Day
Friday, September 27, 2013
waffle fridays
I
love Fridays not merely because-they usher in the weekend, but because Fridays
hold one of my favorite Mercy Ships’ traditions…Waffle Friday! To serve 300 plus crew breakfasts
of warm, mouthwatering, Belgium waffles, would be a rather time consuming job
for our galley staff. So we settle for cereal and other breakfast items on a regular basis- which s no problem...we are by no means suffering or starving here... But, Mercy Ships’ Starbucks café
serves piping, hot ,Belgium waffles, Fridays for a mere .75 cents! I hate to
admit it, but yes, over the past .4 & 1/2 years of my life on the Mercy Ship I have
splurged and made Waffle Friday- my Friday breakfast tradition. 



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